Its been a week or two since I last had proper sleep. I am wakeful till the crack of dawn. It is no better feeling to have my eye lids thrash about to meet up. I am weighed down with no stress nor am I into offense that would keep me harassing. Yet sleep seems to have flawed its passageway.
Off to bed I am when my watch reads 10pm. But it seems to be more of a regulation that I am forcing myself to entail with. I would envelop myself up with a tulip only to feel suffocated. Left and right I turn. The increasing warmth makes it worse adding upon the challenge.
Watching movies is of no diversion when alone. It proves to be of no assistance. I have my laptop logged in only to have it shut down after a while. Checking updates on facebook does not work any longer. Chatting with a stranger has always been hectic task for me. Therefore I opt for a few of my favorite tracks.
A couple of times I had my belly filled in at noon. Should it be dinner? Or breakfast for the next morning? Stupid it seems to be but I find no better job. Going through the pictures have my eyes moisten up yet with no sign of closure.
I wonder where on earth it has vanished. I have no idea where it is. I am with a hope that it will be no far whereby I can have it enjoyed as always.
Dear sleep, please do pass in by quicker. I am in much need. Love, LCD (:
P.S. To save myself from yet another sleepless night, a product of boredom.